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I just posted my Quick Rod and 4x12 on the Trading Post. Im pretty bummed out about it but i lost my job and no longer have the money to keep much of my gear and still make my car payments and insurance etc. I never even got to gig out with it! My band has been on not doing much for months largely because my band members whom i have jammed with since i picked up the guitar have started to resent me. I know that sounds really egotistical of me to say that, but thats really the main reason. When we started out my band members had been in other bands and were very proud of there talents. I really looked up to them and was flattered that they were willing to ask me to be in there band when i was only 15 at the time and they were 17 and 18 and had been successful for years. I had only played for a year and a half or so but they were willing to take the chance. Within a year we were getting gigs all over and my playing seemed to improve exponentially as time went on. Eventually people started to pay more attention to me and less to them. This kinda bugged me and bugged them even more. Somehow they seem to think its my fault that im getting so much attention from people. I have always made it a priority to put the band and the song first and not my playing. But i will always play the best i can and try to keep learning and getting better. The problem is that while i continue to grow in leaps and bounds as a guitarist, they seem content to stay as they are as musicians. I am even going to major in music. Everything finally exploded just as we were about to finally record a CD because the demand had become to high for us to ignore. So i never even got to use the Splawn stuff live! Well, now i guess ill be able to do my own thing and finally record some stuff, even if i have to do it all myself...